DAYLIGHT

I think I play the role of myself rather well.
17 years young and I call houston, texas home.
I'm a shutter bug, an artist, a thinker, a student, an observer, a listener.

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I have never not been able to sleep because I’ve been thinking so much about someone/something before. what the fuck is wrong with me? this is so unlike me.

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architectual photography by nick frank
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I hate the fact that the next 4 years of my life are one hundred percent completely uncertain. I don’t like this feeling.

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I’m really happy for everyone that made it into UT and deserved to be there. I thought UT was where I wanted to be. I thought it would be perfect. But at the same time I was planning on doing the exact same thing that all the other kids from my high school were doing. I don’t even like most of these kids now, what’s gunna make them change a year from now? The school you go to doesn’t matter as long as you do something incredible with your life. I’m not gunna lie, getting capped was not really expected from me and it’s an awful feeling to feel like you aren’t good enough. But it doesn’t matter. Im still gunna do great things.

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Today was one of the best practices we’ve ever had. Our coach thought it would be fun to take out our aggression from last season and clear our mindset. She set up a target with the names of our biggest competitors. Then she gave each of us some eggs to throw at the target. We wrote things on the eggs that we wanted to break, and stop stressing about. My first egg said “losing games by 1 point.” that happened a lot in fall ball and it was the most frustrating thing, to work so hard and it all comes down to 1 goal. My second egg said “the woodlands bitches.” I have never played a more rude and immature team in my entire life. But they are good, which is why I want to beat them. And finally my last egg said “lamar.” last year we lost against lamar in double over time. It all came down to one point, one goal. Thats not happening this year. We all had eggs that said Lamar and threw them all at the same time. 18 eggs slamming against the target. I truly love my lacrosse team. There is not another group of girls that I would rather spend all that time with. They make laugh and I’m amazes at how far we have all come. Couldn’t ask for anything better.

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I hate when people can’t think for themselves. You have a brain, use it. 

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